Tell it Before its too late.. [Valentine's Day special..]

10th grade
• As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.
After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
• The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep.

She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
• The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
• A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
• Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.


Funeral
• Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read:
I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me!

I wish I did too... I thought to my self, and I cried.

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Nothing happens by chance..!!

The ' L I T T L E ' Things~

As you might remember, the head of a company survived 9/11..
because his son started kindergarten.

Another fellow was alive because it was his turn to bring donuts.

One woman was late because..
Her alarm clock didn't go off in time.

One was late because of being stuck on the NJ Turnpike..
Because of an auto accident.

One of them missed his bus..

One spilled food on her clothes..
And had to take time to change.

One's Car wouldn't start.

One couldn't get a taxi..

The one that struck me was the man who put on a new pair of shoes that morning,
Took the various means to get to work But before he got there,
 he developed a blister on his foot.
He stopped at a drugstore to buy a Band-Aid.
That is why he is alive today..


Now when I am Stuck in traffic, Miss an elevator, Turn back to answer a ringing telephone

All the little things that annoy me.
I think to myself,
This is exactly where God wants me to be At this very moment..

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Always remember..

If you have food in your fridge,
clothes on your back,
a roof over your head,
and a place to sleep,
You are richer than 75% of the entire world...

If you have money in your wallet,
a little change and can go anywhere you want,
You are among the top 8% of the worlds wealthy...

If you woke up this morning with more health than illness,
You are more blessed than the million people who won't survive this week and die...

If you can actually READ this message and understand it,
You are more fortunate than the 3 Billion people in the world,
who cannot see, don't know English, or suffer being mentally retarded...

Life is not about stupid exams,
silly girl/guy who dumped you,
or whatever else that does not matter at all...
It's all about a thousand other reasons to be happy..
And live this precious life happily which is a gift ..

Always keep smiling..


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